Troy,
Nice to meet you.
You asked: “Do you subscribe to an Ennochian Theology?”
No. Also, I am careful of labels and titles. I am a bit of an unusual/eccentric person and I don’t really fit into any preconceived notion.
I have already posted some of what I believe in this thread, including that chart, etc. However, I will elaborate more, because it probably isn’t entirely clear (and thanks for the opportunity).
Anything I am inclined to believe, I contemplate and cross-reference with the Bible. The Bible is the living, breathing word of God. I like the Geneva version. I study the Bible daily.
From a very young age, I have had unusual dreams (involving lucidity) and experiences - In this thread, I previously posted about a couple of experiences including (not in too much detail) the alien abduction experience I had when I was 5 years old, etc. Psychology Today did a great writeup on how one cannot discount or dismiss the possibility that these accounts of abductions occurred and that the universe is a grand place where the possibility may well exist. Considering the fairly recent disclosure of UAP (unidentified aerial phenomenon) and related government information becoming declassified, I feel less self-conscious about sharing my experiences on such a platform. For many years, I have researched and tried to find answers to the things I have experienced. I have researched and experimented with many different kinds of religions and esoteric philosophies. Thankfully, I have arrived to the Truth, the kind of Truth that does not change of shift depending on the lighting in the room, so to speak. Jesus Christ is the Truth and the word of God (i.e. the Bible) is living and breathing.
As I previously stated, There is a large-scale agenda to distort Truth. In addition, I have reason to believe that movies like John Carpenter’s They Live and La Planète Sauvage (or Fantastic Planet, 1973) contain **some elements of truth conveyed in an artistically playful way.
I previously described the distinction between witchcraft and prayer in this thread (and would like to avoid being redundant). Furthermore, I do not practice nor do I believe in practicing witchcraft. Jesus was not practicing sorcery when He multiplied the fish and bread - He is God and God can do as He pleases as he is original energy, it’s His original energy to use. God is inherently good as well. If a human did a healing on another person via the power of the Holy Spirit, that would *not be witchcraft. If a person did a healing on an individual and attributed that healing to themselves or some other false deity, that would be witchcraft. The main distinction is submission to the will of God vs “self-governing” control.
I cross-reference my philosophies with the word of God and have spent time developing my philosophies accordingly as per the leading of God via the Holy Spirit within me.
I think that there is a common misconception that the church is a place. No, the true church is a people. 2 Corinthians 6:16, “What agreement is there between the temple of God and idols? For we are the temple of the living God. As God has said: “I will live with them and walk among them, and I will be their God, and they will be my people.” In fact, when Jesus died, the Temple veil was torn from the top down, Matthew 27:51. The tearing of the veil also symbolized the fact that the new temple was to be within man. In the Old Testament, the Holy Spirit came “upon” people. After the death of Christ, the Holy Spirit “dwelt within” people. The Holy Spirit resides in me, this makes me the temple of God. No, this does not mean that I think that I am God or have the slightest interest in “manifesting” my reality. I am submitted to God. I think of it like this: I am blindfolded and dancing with God, following His lead, obediently. I only want what He wants, even it it opposes my fleshly nature. John 16:7, “But I tell you the truth, it is to your advantage that I go away; for if I do not go away, the Helper shall not come to you; but if I go, I will send Him to you.”
I have reason to believe that spiritual warfare is real. I have not only seen and experienced it with my own eyes, but there is supporting Biblical evidence (see prior citations within thread, I would be happy to provide more upon request). Bible talks about the mark of the beast, the son of perdition, and the events leading up to that. Well, so far, prophesy is being fulfilled. I have reason to believe the rapture of the church will occur soon.
I have reason to believe that what man describes as quantum physics is indeed a component in the fabric of reality. Look at this illustration of an atom:
Now, look at this corresponding music video from my playlist:
Christopher Rau - Like Yesterday. It may seem unrelated at first, but keep watching.
Notice the way they dance together. Like electron orbits. I believe that the way in which one interacts with God dictates the way one experiences reality. This poem I wrote corresponds to the illustration of an atom above, the video, and your question:
Deep inside of the intricate function
In through the pupil to a visual junction
To the optic nerve where my gaze is believed
Valid
To my mind where vision is perceived
Deep inside of the subarachnoid space
Is a command center for a communications base
A labyrinthine cluster of nervous function
Continued in a cycle of endless resumption
I savor the rich taste of every liquid detail
The interwoven reverberation of every liquid detail
And even when the communication stops
And the steady pump turns to a reticent hush
And I become one with the ground from which I came
And I melt to a place of non-existent pain
I would have known that it was the tools of underlying mathematics
Pervading the thread of biological fabrics
©
Amina
I believe that math and quantum physics is a component of how God operates. I believe that the pineal gland is a transport mechanism or sorts. I see my ability to interact with God as a form of obedient submission. I could best describe it as… a dance. The way way the electrons spin around the nucleus. I obey God, we spin right, I can’t see though, because I am blindfolded. I am not exactly sure what will occur next because I am not attempting to independently manipulate the situation by manifesting a desire all my own. If my desire does not match the perfect will of God, I do not want it. And so in order for this dance to go well, because I am blindfolded, it requires the element of faith. There is such a strong emphasis of faith in the Bible. Hebrews 11:16, “And without faith it is impossible to please God, because anyone who comes to him must believe that he exists and that he rewards those who earnestly seek him.” So faith not only makes the dance more synchronized, but it also makes the dance more interesting. I believe one of the reasons God created man is for companionship. Originally, man was made to walk alongside God Himself in the Garden. Man gave man free will because He wants sentient companions/friends. Without freewill, man would be an automaton. God wants friends He can dance with who will dance back. Again, think atoms, think quantum theory. God likes variation. Just look outside and count the variations. When God walked this Earth, He took some friends up above the clouds, and those friends did not have to die to receive that privilege, Hebrews 11:5, 2 Kings 2:11; regarding Enoch & Elijah.
Furthermore, John 15 says: “You are My friends if you do what I command you. No longer do I call you servants, for a servant does not understand what his master is doing. But I have called you friends, because everything I have learned from My Father I have made known to you. You did not choose Me, but I chose you.” I consider God my friend. The experiences I have on a daily basis really blows my mind, even the small things. Faith is a substance: “Now faith is the substance of things hoped for, the evidence of things not seen.” I don’t think most people realize just how intentional God is with His words. Faith is the substance that makes the atomic dance between man and God extraordinary (out of the ordinary) - this is the best way I can think to describe it.
Now, when I experienced that abduction as described earlier in this thread, I explained how I felt that horrible distinct sensation in my stomach. Well, many years later after I did an inquiry prayer to God regarding what in the world that was all about, the word “gluon” was revealed to me through a dream. I didn’t even know that was a word. My background is in healthcare (I am specialized in working with dementia patients) and I was lucky enough to have gotten a medical research job (only because I was one of the rare candidates who passed a pretty difficult and very long test, I only had an associate’s at the time and even the doctors themselves were having issues passing this required test). My point is, I am not a scientist or a PhD with a background in chemistry. I have only recently been looking into it due to this revelation I am about to describe. Also, to this day I hardly watch TV and am very selective about the information I take in. So, trust when I say, I had no idea what a gluon was. Essentially, the Holy Spirit communicated to me that the reason for the “alien” (aliens are fallen angels and demons) abduction was something to do with “gluons.” So, I looked up what a gluon was after that dream and was surprised to find out: Gluon: Messenger particle of the strong nuclear force, which binds subatomic particles known as quarks within the protons and neutrons of stable matter as well as within heavier, short-lived particles created at high energies.
Based on this as cross-referenced with the word of God, my theory is that demons/fallen angels have been obsessed with manipulating (witchcraft) the essence of God as it was imparted into man by messing with human DNA, materials, etc. (and I can elaborate on this further, because there is much more to this theory). Bible makes clear that there is a spiritual war (1 Peter 5:8), and that spiritual warfare is necessary: 2 Corinthians 10:4, “For the weapons of our warfare are not carnal*, but mighty through God to the pulling down of strongholds*.” There is more I could say on this, but this conveys my point for now.
So, Jesus is my example. He fasted, so I fast. He prayed frequently, I do so as well. I see fasting and prayer as additional tools for spiritual warfare and I like to be proactive, not reactive. I see my body as a temple for the Holy Spirit, so I won’t defile myself by fornicating. I am a girly girl and am not extreme to the point where I dress in a potato sack. I like my high heels, etc. Point is, I think that if you take an electron too far away from the nucleus, it won’t spin. God is the “nucleus” so to speak for the purposes of this example. I like to dance, I don’t want to be far from God. The enemy seeks to crate distance between man and God via sin which throws off the intended will of God as per man’s free will to participate in sin. Because of all of these factors, I avoid sin like the plague to the best of my ability. I crafted a training program of sorts (for lack of a better term) for myself to increase my mindfulness in an attempt to avoid even unholy thoughts. So far, so good. “Practice makes perfect.” When I do wrong, I repent. However, I make a wholehearted effort to avoid sin. I take pride (for lack of a better term) in my purity. I refuse to allow this polluted world to taint my soul. I refuse to allow social norms to dictate how I think. I am not a follower. What I am though, is a follower of Christ. I have a profound understanding of the enemy’s schemes. My beliefs are rooted in the word of God. I do not operate through the spirit of fear, but rather the spirit of victory through God.
I may add more to this later. Do you have any other questions or ideas so far?
©
Amina
