@Dale
i don’t know how to write
when i go to God, its like going to a friend.
i just went directly to God
as far as messiahs i don’t understand why there has to be messiahs, i don’t understand why God needs help with his emotions
i have nothing against people going to their messaiahs, example you go to jesus, i have nothing against that.
what i’m sad is when people goes to their messiahs is they claim others can’t have eternal life, unless they go through messaiah
if a person can go to their messiah and understand that others who doesn’t go through their messaiah has eternal life, i wish it was like that. how people believe. so understanding all have eternal life, cause a spirit can’t die., our spirit soul lives forever,
but i know spirit soul can’t die, spirit can block or allow
how do I explain what I know?
white light i seen white light and white light lives in all of us, we can block allow
our physical body dies but our spirit lives, now allowing is allowing white light (holy spirit) to flow
i think that’s what i keep learning from holy spirit is blocking allowing
but as far as jesus, as you demand me to answer., i don’t get a lot of ____ i don’t know word., about jesus.,
i don’t know how to write this
i don’t get plague by God to got to have jesus to help God with his emotions, as if God can’t get over his anger
i hope that makes sense
i would have questions as i read from others, example i think people think more like a calculator jesus, and the cross is the math and the = is risen, then they use a loop whole which is repent
cause its like they still sin and so they have a loop hole., cause they think what jesus did isn’t good enough so they need a loop hole and that to repent
that is confusing to me, that’s why i ask why do they keep adding to the cross
i have seen online where christians debate each other
i’ve seen a thread here of universal christians
if i understand correcly universal christians can have their messiah jesus while also agreeing that jesus save everyone
i personally don’t understand why God needs help with his anger. how does blood make God happy
even God needed sheep blood to make God happy
how is that love?
a lot of things on earth i don’t understand
i just know about drinking from holy spirit and i saw white light
but as far as religion, a lot of areas of religion there’s blood
and as far as earth, i undersand there’s suffering
so there’s a lot i don’t know
this is sloppy writing due to you pressue me
i did address this with terry
so question, why does God need blood to get over anger and be happy
i understand from block and allow, but i also understand learning from God how to block less and allow more with in siatuations; so i bascally keep learning from holy spirit in situation how to block less and allow more
that’s the aera i keep learning
as far as jesus, i told this to terry, what is sad for christians is when they accept jesus, then they got to go through pain of knowing the ones around them who didn’t accept jesus will be spiritiaul dead,
and but i don’t go through that, cause i know the spirit don’t die
so if i were going to do the accept jesus it would have to be the universal christian way
cause for one thing i do know is spirit never dies
so but then again what am i accepting jesus of., to make God happy as God gets blood?
see, that’s the other area, i don’t think through sin
i think through me can go to holy spirit just as i am, and its a relationship and learning from holy spirit
i don’t think through performance, no sin. I think i use the word block instead of sin
i’m not sure what all people have as sin
i do understand holy spirit is unconditional love
i’ll continue later
ok continue
i think I had the word block as how you would have the word sin
but i don’t think through wash sin, but instead learn from holy spirit how to block less and allow more of holy spirit, so i think more about learning
here is an example: i struggle around my dad who keeps wanting me to listen as he talks. and this drains me.
now i could be blocking holy spirit
so i’m still learning this but how to allow holy spirit more in that situation
so is that sinning and jesus had to go to cross because i get drain when listening to dad?
instead I think about i want to learn from holy spirit how i can allow holy spirit feed me and flow through me while i’m listenning to dad and also learn tools how to speak more to my dad, so it can be more a verbal back and forth conversation instead of dad talking non stop for hours
see there’s an example.
one time i was in an elevator, and i didn’t realize it, but i look at the corner wall and i forgot to face the person
i realized the person was upset
ok i felt bad about this.
did jesus need to die on the cross for that?
that was an awkward one because i never could be able to go to the person and explain that i forgot to exchange small talk
this is horrible writing
so maybe what confuses me about jesus, is how God wanted blood., and no broken bones either.,
its as if jesus bone was broken God still be angry
lets see, sin, oh, i remember a sin, I knew a familiy where females can’t cut hair., and a girl got gum in her hair
did jesus die on the cross just incase if the mother would use sissors to cut hair?
the mother refuse to cut the hair and torn the hair, however the mother lost it with her anger, teh girl was crying
i saw this
after that scene i never seen that family again, but it stay with me a memory, as i asked what is sin
what was it like for that girl when she goes to God