Hello Brittany,
I’m praying for you and your daughter right now.
Here are specific benedictions that I’m praying for you and that you can also pray, when your mouth is empty of words and your heart won’t budge:
Romans 8:38-39 - For I am sure that neither death nor life, nor angels nor rulers, nor things present nor things to come, nor powers, nor height nor depth, nor anything else in all creation, will be able to separate us from the love of God in Christ Jesus our Lord.
Romans 11:33, 11:36 - Oh, the depth of the riches and wisdom and knowledge of God! How unsearchable are his judgments and how inscrutable his ways! For from him and through him and to him are all things. To him be glory forever. Amen.
Romans 15:13 - May the God of hope fill you with all joy and peace in believing, so that by the power of the Holy Spirit you may abound in hope.
2 Corinthians 13:14 - The grace of the Lord Jesus Christ and the love of God and the fellowship of the Holy Spirit be with you all.
Ephesians 3:17-19 - (May) Christ dwell in your hearts through faith—that you, being rooted and grounded in love, may have strength to comprehend with all the saints what is the breadth and length and height and depth, and to know the love of Christ that surpasses knowledge, that you may be filled with all the fullness of God.
Ephesians 3:20-21 - Now to him who is able to do far more abundantly than all that we ask or think, according to the power at work within us, to him be glory in the church and in Christ Jesus throughout all generations, forever and ever. Amen.
Ephesians 6:23-24 – Peace be to the brothers, and love with faith, from God the Father and the Lord Jesus Christ. Grace be with all who love our Lord Jesus Christ with love incorruptible.
To repeat what others have said, you need real humans in your life as well, in the form of a church. I know finding a church feels risky and scary. Maybe you know of one already. Right now it’s Wednesday, but Sunday’s coming. I encourage you to find a place to start going for this week.
If you would like to investigate a completely different kind of online group that is very supportive, the Theology Gals facebook group is a good one. Their focus is reformed theology, but focus a lot on prayer requests.
God bless you.
Kendel