Hi Totti,
I can sense how difficult this is for you, and I would love to do anything I can to help. I have thought about you and prayed for you from time to time since you first appeared on the forum. My offer from before still stands.
To give you one suggestion, here is a link to the website of a church I would be interested in being part of if I lived near Leuven: https://www.alivekerk.be. I don’t know if you have use of a car, but I found an estimate of about 30 minutes to drive and 55 minutes by public transport from Tielt-Winge. I know from speaking with a Dutch friend of mine that commuting like that for church is almost unheard of in Europe, but perhaps in your case it would be worthwhile.
Totti, I just moved today to the Frankfurt-Rhein-Main area. We literally landed at FRA this morning. My son is fourteen, and we are likely going to visit some Young Life events in the coming weeks. I will ask the staff if they have any leads on churches or other groups that could support you in your commitment to grow as a disciple of Jesus.
Wow! I just did some more research, and it turns out that my old Young Life leader from the U.S. three decades ago (whom I haven’t been in touch with in over twenty years) is now the Regional Director for Young Life in Western Europe. Once I catch my breath from the exhaustion and exhilaration from this move, I will contact him and see if he can be of help.
May you experience God’s faithfulness as you continue to learn to trust and follow him.
Bruce