Hi again Peter. Sorry not to get back to you sooner but the holidays do take up a chunk of ones attention. I’m glad you find me comfortable to converse with. It is definitely not something I take for granted. There are many here I feel close to but everyone is different and many Christians in my experience react as if I carried a contagion they would prefer to avoid. But I’ve learned much here from my friends and reasonable believers who do not require complete agreement of beliefs in order to share a conversation. I’m glad you are one of them.
One thing I’ve learned is that everyone has faith in something but not everyone knows what it is they trust on faith. Even those who believe most in material determinism act on that when their direct knowledge can take them no further. But what a meager alternative that would be. I was never in that camp because science is not the primary basis for my beliefs. As a humanities guy I pay attention to how conversations and what I read affects me and I do trust that. I’ve always placed value on reflection and would always prefer to make room for that first rather than brainstorming possible solutions/answers. I think that our existence is largely relational between what is narrowly ours and that which is greater which includes us. So while for years I saw no use for “God” I nonetheless valued leaving space for insight and inspiration from what is more than my own deliberative thoughts. “God” makes a good fit.
When I wrote these questions I really though origins were beside the point but I have to confess that considerations involving the range of options regarding cosmic and human origins and the mind/body problem played a big role in my coming to recognize that God at least as a way of thinking about the greater entity of which we are a part was very satisfying. Admittedly I don’t have the explicit guidance that a traditional religion could provide but having made it seven decades without one, I don’t miss it. Though I do sometimes think wistfully about what that might be like as a source of holy envy. But then I remember all the ways that believers get stuck in literalisms and I realize it is no panacea. But I have no panacea either, that’s part of our common human condition.
Your comments on the personhood of God are interesting. I think it’s true to say that natural theology might lead to ideas of God but is limited in what it can tell us about the nature of that God. God as personal comes more from religious texts, for me particularly the biblical story line.
I’m sorry about describing the Christian conception of God as an “idol fashioned in human form”. Literalism is a potential trap for all of us of whatever persuasion and, as with faith, we don’t always recognize when we’ve gone down that path. Maybe we can give one another gentle hints in a less offensive manner. I do try but it requires empathy and code switching to avoid stepping in it and I err plenty.
I hope you’re having good conversations here. I certainly have but not as much since returning from a self imposed exile to preserve my peace of mind.