I was born Catholic. Not fundamentalist. At a young age in a Catholic school I realized on my own that this faith and religion stuff was not true. I renounced my faith as a child to the shock of other kids in my school. That was the last time I stated my take on faith and God. I kept my mouth shut just so not to hear all the diatribe from the faithful. I still went to church every Sunday because I had to. And the entire time in church was spent kneel, sit, stand, kneel, sit, stand… yay, its communion time, far out… church is almost over and I can go home and play with my non-Catholic friends. One day at 13 I said, “no” I am not going. That was the end of that save for going on the Xmas and TG as a gesture of kindness to my mother. It is later on that I joined my wife’s religion for a sundry of reasons. That religion is SDA. The antithesis of Catholic. Funny how the idea of “confession” where for years I “lied through my teeth” to the priest because my first thought as a child was, “who in the hell is this dude, I am not telling him squat.”, and lo and behold the SDA doctrine says that’s all a bunch of bunk. FYI, neither my wife or I were practicing, we just figured it would be best for our daughter in womb. We got more involved and drank more of the kool-aid and also her upbringing came to the fore and we became more like the family (on the religion part that is) she grew up in. Worship time twice a day and praying and so on and so forth.
So I take the SDA journey. Oh, it’s not more of a cult than any other religion. SDA’s much to the chagrin I am sure of many here dictates you “read the bible” and “read it alot”. Thus why I can extract from memory many of the verses within. Before that, like many here, I never opened a bible and the only bible I ever had was the wee Psalms + NT book kids often get in Catholic schools. Oh, don’t forget that rosary. The Catholic church makes sure you don’t open that bible much, that is for sure. I guess Mr. Martin Luther (who happened to say reason is the greatest enemy of faith) would be pleased to know that the Catholics did not change their ways after his excoriating writings. To SDAs Catholics are nothing but a bunch of pagan wanna be Xians. Xmas is the winter solstice absconded by Constantine. Hell is a place defined by the council that culminates in Trent as well as a mythical place the Greeks made famous. So again a pagan notion of hell is absconded. Easter is the Pagan bring in the spring hijacked celebration (rabbits == fertility)… and so on and so forth. Ooooh, how could I forget. SUNDAY… “Sun”-Day… sun-worship-day. versus the SDA doctrine based on the 4th commandment (that is kinda ignored by the Catholic writings that most Catholics read)… say SABBATH is THE DAY of worship from the foundation of the earth, you know Genesis 2 …
You see that you Xian Pagan heathens… y’all are a buncha God ignoring wanna be chosens… you worship on sunday.
Guess what, on the side. Worshipping the sun is about the only religion that I could consider as valid because without that Sun life does not exist on this planet. This planet would not exist without that Sun. This solar system was formed because of that Sun finally, via the force of gravity, firing up her fusion reactor that touches our face everyday with photons that take 10 million years to escape from her and reach us 93 million miles away.
So I suppose all the non SDAers are more into reality that many an atheist would suppose. You got the day right. And you have the name of the day right… just that… well the rest…
Oh, the eucharist is pagan too. Goes back to the Egyptians eating the flesh of Osiris, and those sun worshipping heathens of the Americas, they ate the flesh of their deity much to the surprise and cheering of the ever so practicing faithful Catholic Conquistadores.
But then, those dinosaurs and photons just kept bugging my mind. So I never ever went on any evangelising stints with my SDA brethren because deep down, I knew it was all bull. But I drank that kool-aid quite a bit. But my reason still raised up from time to time to question and ponder. Why did Samson need to put 300 innocent foxes to death by fire to kill wipe out Philistine crops? Now I have a hunch why my fellow Catholic and Xian acquaintances would often, much to my absolute horror (I never witnessed it as I kept my distance from such folk, and I tell you if I did, there would have been some severely bleeding noses), enjoyed catching cats and lighting their tails on fire. They were just following the example of the great Samson. Yet another conundrum of the Xian fables.
What I have noticed here is that the believers has their own personal model of God. Al wants it kept secret from his elders what he truly thinks of the wafer. Awesome that your daughter joins you though. Even if I am an atheist, having your children willingly join you in a effort you yourself enjoy is always a super good thing. Eddie has his God. Ashley has her God. I had my God… yes… this nasty little atheist surely did have his model of God…
My model of God, after trying to reconcile the various craziness in the OT and NT, I came to my conclusion that God, since He is so loving, something the SDA religion espoused vehemently, is that we Xians may be surprised at how lenient God will be after the second coming. We will see folks in heaven that we never expected to see there. Again, that was, was was was, my model of God.
Now my model of God does not exist. But that does not mean I cannot, via much experience, empathise and put my self into the place of a believer and then read The Bible with a more open mind and see… holy crap, this whole Xian religion is based foundationally on “sin” and “guilt” and “suffering” and seeking the love of a God that cursed all life because two of His creations misbehaved one time.
And the only response to the topic has been Al, thank you Al, who says… “it’s allegory” because to not say that means his model of God is not correct.