It is clear that you are blind to adjectives. We are talking about enlightened self-interest, not naked self-interest. The Bible is very clear that it is not incompatible with but complimentary to love and that we are to follow Jesus’ example by clearly looking at him, because there is something that you are not seeing:
Let us fix our eyes on Jesus, the author and perfecter of our faith, who for the joy set before Him endured the cross, scorning its shame, and sat down at the right hand of the throne of God.
Hebrews 12:2
Please see an ophthalmologist at the earliest opportunity, and have someone else drive.