I get the impression that people’s idea of God is influenced by their parents and their immediate community. And burning of the dissidents makes sense in light of Hell. I think those Middle Ages Christians feared going to Hell so much, that anyone who even implied that the Christian teachings can be doubted was a grave threat. After all, if a person becomes an Atheist after listening to the sceptic, then their eternal soul is forever doomed. I think in this context, one can understand European Anti-Semitism as well. I’m not condoning this, obviously, given my position, but this is how I understand the rationale behind most of Christianity.
I think the problem of evil is a real challenge for theists who believe in a good God. But I think the problem is a bit more nuanced. In that if God foreknew that this is the fate of the universe, and evil is going to be a large part of this, and still decided to create it, then he bears more of a responsibility for evil, since he knew this is what would happen and still chose to create and let the chips fall where they did (and he knew in advance they’d fall where they did).
I appreciate your story and compassion for the children. It seems to me that if you had the power and the means, you’d singlehandedly end the suffering and the world hunger. Supposedly, you are less perfect than a God, so a God would have even more of a desire to end suffering, and yet, he doesn’t. So, either he doesn’t exist or doesn’t want to end suffering, or cannot end it. None of the options are good choices for Theism/Christianity.