I’d associate God, who lives in me, as light, because I’ve seen white light in people, white light flooding outward while also seeing white light in people.
Have you ever seen white light in people flood out of people while white light is still in people?
Yes, I’ve allowed light within me, teaching me in the midst of my situations, and I comprehend some of my situations weren’t common, so my comprehension was different.
I also knew that light would nourish my spirit heart, continuing the fire burning, as I allowed light to continue teaching me.
One time I was cornered, and I went to light asking what happened, and light fed me first. Fire burned in my spirit heart. I asked why. Why feed me first? Why not tell me what happened?
Light explains to me that it’s more important to feed me first and then learn what happened. Light will teach me more slowly as time goes by.
Anyway, I keep re-learning that spiritual food is what keeps me going spiritually. I’m really more into relationships with light, a personal relationship.
I’ll see if I can articulate this-when I was showing care to @Dale about his kidney cancer, my intention was to show I care. And it trigger me to share too: I had a kidney infection at age 3, and was dying due to being neglected. I made it through. I’m here. So, as Dale asked, did God intervene, with his kidney cancer? Even though it’s my mom who told me about my near death: as I have no memory of this; (neglect is really bad for the body), my parents’ relatives refused to let me see doctors until I was in my death situation. Who does that?
But as mom tells me this, I can’t help but wonder how my kidneys are doing now. My kidneys are healthy.
Basically, that question Dale asked, “Did God intervene?” only triggered me to share earlier.
Even though Dale has this as his testimony, I do wonder if I would have died. I think my parents would have been charged with murdering their child (me) due to their neglectful abuse, even though my mom was held back from other adults to help me, maybe mom would of been not charged, cause she was abused too, but I reasoned this later from hearing what had happened to me.
I survived being neglected. Did God intervene? But then my question is, what about all those children who did die from neglect? Why would I be favored over these other children? Why would God want to intervene for me and not for them?