You won’t find truth by depending on others to do the work for you. We can only take you so far — to inspire searching. That’s it.
I’m not here to change anyone’s mind, because no one changed mine. I went through Scripture front to back several times, along with countless other readings at different points in my life. A woman named Christine K was the spark for me. The difference between you and me is that I already believed in God but didn’t know Him personally; so I set out to search Him out and understand His ways.
You, on the other hand, might accept fragments of belief here and there, but the real deep dive is in Scripture. Only there will you find reason and meaning to the “why” and “how.”
Here’s what happened as I kept reading: with every pass, the picture became clearer, more complete. Each time, new meanings and hidden connections emerged. Today, I’m convinced that the Bible is a mirror, a reflection of humanity itself. Every rise and fall, every victory and failure, is written in detail because it’s telling our story, the story of human nature in conflict with divine purpose.
Look, for instance, at the symbolism in Jacob’s birth. Even before he was born, God told Rachel that the younger would rule over the elder. At birth, Jacob grasped Esau’s heel, a sign of inheritance and struggle. God allowed Jacob’s deception because He knew He could wrestle the deceit out of him later. But the deeper lesson is in how the inheritance passed: Esau sold his birthright for a bowl of lentils. Would you entrust the future of a nation to a man who would trade everything sacred for immediate comfort? Of course not.
Later, Esau’s descendants, the Edomite, became a stumbling block for Israel on their way to Jericho. It all connects. Every story is a thread that weaves into the greater tapestry of human history.  And guess who also came from the Edomite culture when you study other religions… Mohammad! Once from the same seed of Abraham. Again, you can’t see what I see unless you choose to.
That’s what I’m trying to capture in my writing. If my books ever make it to publication, you’ll see how each thread; from the Big Bang through Deuteronomy, coherently connects. The next volume (3 of 10) carries that pattern from Joshua through 2 Kings, and even there, the continuity remains unbroken.
So don’t take my word for it. Search it out for yourself. You’ll find that the deeper you go, the more the story reads you.  If you’re not willing, how can we have deep conversations without argument?  You should know that I also studied the science side of our existence, so I’m not coming here with a single dimension of thought… I think my thoughts and ideas are very diverse.  I have said this many times… we needed today with all the we are capable of to see God.  And the Bible, well, it was written for infants in adult for in those days. You think you could have explained cosmic inflation to a sheep herder 4000BC?  And the first sin, was not Adam’s… it was Lucifer well before Adam.  So much is in scripture that inspires new and deeper thought with each passing.